heartbeat

P/s:your heart beat is my heart beat too.

broken

haha..
what is the feeling when you get betrayed..?
what is the feeling when someone manipulated the whole truth from you and telling you something else and yet you give all your trust in her/him..?
i thought its very easy to just forgive and forget..
its really not easy as saying it..
nevermind just take it a lesson..
=)
hmmm..
school has been suspected having H1N1 virus and yet everyone is so happy for holiday..
LOL..
some of my friends keep on looking at me when i just had a cough in front of them..
funny..
thats all from me..
chow~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHYE JUN!!

you are still very unpredictable..=P

P/s:no matter what i have to do,i will be waiting for you.

done

i had taken a path where no one know why..
i had decide on something which no one understand why i decide it that way..
i had did something that no one know for what reason i did it..
i had sacrifice things that everyone think its stupid to do it..
i had tried to do things that everyone think its impossible for me..
i had a crush on someone who no one would ever expect include myself..
i had done so many things far beyond my thoughts..
i know that HE is the one who lead and guide me through to do everything that far beyond men wisdom and thoughts..
i know there is a purpose behind for everything HE called and lead me to do..
no matter how tough is it..
its just simply because..

"love the LORD with all your heart,all your soul,all your mind and all your strength"
mark 12:30

157 more days to another new chapter of my LIFE..

P/s:what do you expect from me in times to come.?

random

we always complain or mumble over school..
cause of homeworks..
folios..
exams..
and need to wake up so early everyday..
haha..
when i looked back at my school life..
i began to questioned myself..
have i really appreciate my school life..?
i guess the answer is no..
what about YOU.?
but i started to know what school is really about since form4..
i will never forget my form4 life and also my form 5 life although i left only few months..
during form1~3 life is just like wasting time..
doing things without purpose..
but since form4 GOD began to sent me friends that i would never expect to have..
friends that are faithful,kind,caring,and lots more that are so valuable to me..
their presence in my life had taught me thousands of life lessons..
i am not ME by myself..
but is they who made ME to be myself..
haha anyway how do i come to this ya..?
LOL..
hmmmm...
july is going to end soon..
august is just around the corner..
trials is not so far away..
so do SPM..
all of my friends have impacted me in my life..
so this last few months is it my turn to impact my friends life..
=)
if i have ever just say a hi to you..
or either way..
you are consider my FRIEND..
i will never hate you for who you are friends..
but to love you for who you are..

''love your enemy as how you love your brother and sister''

P/s:you look into my eyes.

grats!

just a short update..
first of all..
GRATS to
CHERYL KONG HUNG MUN..
*she gonna skin me again*
grats for scoring 45/50 for your undang ..
you a re qualified to take your driving course..
LOL..
today i didnt get caught by my disiplinary teacher..
seriously it was a miracle..
i felt sorry for others who got cane..
hope you guys just dont worry,be happy!
5S1 still rock the school!!

P/s:beauty will fade one day but my feelings towards you would not ever fade away.

relief..

yay!!
at last i took my undang test and i passed.!!
hehe..
praise GOD..
although i slack a lot but i still managed to pass with 44/50..
HOHO!!
thanks to those who have been praying for me..
and also wishing me all the best..
thanks a lot!!
now need to arrange time to go for car driving lessons lerh..
on friday i joined justin birtthday celebration at sky corner..
although its kinda expensive but it is worth.
happy very belated birthday to JUSTIN..

i am wearing pink that day..gay~
xD
at last feel relief and happy lerh..
today was first time serving in children church..
although its not perfect and i did mistakes but i know i can only learn through mistakes that i did..
must continue jiayou jiayou!!
love my guitar more and more..
feel like blogging my guitar tim..
=P
HER favourite spot is beside someone..
once again the song in my playlist is for her..
hehe

P/s:i wish i am the one you want to stay beside.

dream cafe

its really hard to believe that my friends and i chat about what are we going to do in the future..
around after 10 or 15 more years later..
they plan to open a cafe shop..
and they count me in..
they already have the idea of the cafe..
the name of the cafe will be..
"dream cafe"
haha..
sounds weird for you..?
dont know larh..
but i guess thats not a very bad idea huh..?
some suggested anime cafe..
which is everyday the waiter will need to wear different types of COS-play to serve the customer..
another friend of mine pulak dirty minded..
he say want make all the fork,spoon,glass and others looks like human body parts..
its like a finger fork..?
a ass shape bowl..?
LOL..
dont want think about it jor..
naughty boy!!
who knows what will happen in the future but indeed this cafe thingy idea is not bad..
dare to dream..
live the dream..
and it will not just a dream anymore..

P/s:i am always with you no matter where are you.

samantha

well..

i guess a i am really a lucky guy on saturday..
>.<

hahahaha..
one guy with 5 girls..
actually we are celebrating samantha's birthday..

here is the birthday girl..
happy belated birthday..
i guess she enjoyed being prank by her friends..
i kinda lazy to blog hows the party goes that day..
for more info..
click on this link..

http://ocean-mylove.blogspot.com/

thats all for saturday..

a decision can change everything..
a simple yes or no can decide something..
why its so hard to decide something when its just a yes or no..?
its like tossing a coin..
its either head or tail..
either yes or no..
or also to do it or not to do it..
*take a deep breath*
i really hope every single decision i make will not turn something to worse..
i have once decided to do it and i shall not regret for what i have decided to do..
no matter what is cost for the decision i made..
it is still YOU..

P/s:is it you who i have decided.

random

well..
yesterday which means wednesday..
our school organise an event..
acrobatic dance..
LOL..
we all enjoyed the dance although some of the moves was quite sissy..
haha..
when i started to think back..
everything like so fast..
form1 then suddenly now form5..
last year of schooling..
last year of being scold for not finishing up homework..
last year of laughing together with your classmates..
last year of doing crazy stuff and getting scold..
well..
we all have grown up lerh..
no longer small kids who used to run around..
playing achi kejar..
few more months to trial..
few more months to SPM..
few more months its a gonna be a new beginning of a different life..
i always hate school so much cause may be education lerh..
and may be i dont find that is it fun being in school..
but just dont know why suddenly i wish i want to stay in the same school for another year studying together with my friends..
i regret that i never really appreciate the time when i am in school..
always just thought of skipping school..
haha..
i guess next time there wont be chance for me to skip school anymore lerh even if i want..
without realising now july already lerh..
*take a deep breath*
well..
we should always look forward..
although this season of studying gonna end soon..
but i will end it without regret..
^^v
er..anyway i guess i am like crapping..
xD
dont blame me for this post..
just write whenever is in my heart..

P/s:i am silently missing you without telling you.

him

maybe i am not the perfect friend for you..
but you gave me your perfection to my life..
maybe i cant give you the feeling of trustworthy..
but you trusted me with all your heart..
maybe there are times i didnt even bother or care about your feelings..
but you was there care and look after me when i am unhappy..
maybe we always argue for the past..
but i really really hope you will just forgive me for what i have done to you for the past..
maybe we can still laugh and talk together..
but deep inside my heart i really hope that the past would not hold you anymore..
i am truly sorry that my words and action hurt you so so deeply that there is a scar in your heart..
sorry..
thats all i can say..

P/s:if you think i amazed you everyday.you actually amazed me every single moment in my life.

children church

hehe..
saw the blue fishy..?
today i went to my church children service..
its really been a long time since i listen back to pastor jessica sharing..
so all children include me did this cute little blur fishy with a memory verse stick in it..
although children are kinda naughty but they really have a pure heart..
they are kinda naive and innocent..
when i look at them i think back when i used to be a kid..
haha..
am i energytic like them..?
am i so naughty like them..?
am i the most talkative in the class..?
miss those time..
i feel so happy when i saw them laughing and enjoying themselves..
and especially they are so naive with some questions pastor asked..
i feel like a children when i am with them doing the handcrafts,sing and play games together..

hehe..
i need to have more love and more patient towards kids..
need to learn..
HTS children a.k.a HTS mighty LAMB,you guys can do it through CHRIST who strengthen you all..
JIAYOU childrens.!!

k box

last friday was my school open day..
mum just spent 2minutes talking with the teacher..
hoho..
i am a good boy..
but i failed 4 subjects..
must JIAYOU!!
so after that we went to parade and K-BOX..
this time K-BOX without girls..
syok lerh..
can sing all you want..
LOL..
really appreciate the time we went together bro..

we are not friends but we are BROTHERS forever.!

megan fox

so have you guys watch transformer 2.?
even you did not i guess you sure know who is this girl in the picture above..
hehe..
yeah!she is megan fox..
there is no doubt that she is hot and sexy..
LOL
may be most of the guys would wish for a girlfriend like her..
but WAIT!!!
she is originally a MAN..
xD
click this link to read more..

http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

LOL..
at first i thought my friend was joking..
but after that he show me the evidence then i was so so so shocked!!
a guy?!
i still remember when i told this truth to some of my friends in school they were shocked and this is how they responsed..

"hah?!a guy?what the **** you know what?!i still dream of dating her in my dream..now only i realised it was a nightmare..T.T"

"i went to watch transformer just because i want to see her not megatron or bumblebee..i still thought want to watch for 2nd time..but now i think i better watch the robots.."

"a guy??hmmmm..i wonder how SAM can so courageous to kissed her..french kiss somemore i guess.."

"ceh..guy jek ma..if give me few hundred thousands i also will kiss her larh..i mean HIM..she is so HOT!haha"

well for me..
she is hot and sexy for me..
but i cant denied the truth that she is a guy..
LOL

P/s:lets not blame ourselves for the mistakes we done but lets work out the mistakes so it wont repeat.

update

okay..
guess what..
i didnt kena NS..
LOL..
should i be happy or sad..
pity some of my friends who fell so depress after knowing themselves got NS..
ya forgot to update..
other than my bro got chicky pox my sis also kena..
so i asked my mum..
"mii,i kena chicky pox jor right when i was around 7 years old..?"
mum replied,"hah?ya meh..?got meh..?dont remember orh.i think you still not yet kena chicky pox.."
SHOCKED!!!
what.?!!
okay!!
i am actually convincing myself that i have already kena..
i really forgot have i kena chicky pox or not..
owh!!
i dont want be like cheryl who become cheryl jackson..
xD
F.Y.I cheryl also kena chicky pox..
yay!!happy ^^V
so whats next..
hmmmm..
will blog once i figure them..

P/s:i will be honest to you all the time.

back!

i am back!!
hoho..
my monitor was down since monday..
LOL
thats why i didnt get to online and blog..
hmmm..
so monday was kinda a bad day for me..
1st.monitor rosak..fine!just tahan not to online..
2nd.bro kena chicken pox.LOL!really pity him..so now i am currently his maid..i need to take care of him..better treat me good orh next time if i sick..
3rd.phone keypad rosak.!argh!cant text out..cham!
4th.during midnight house suddenly blackout..no electricity..hoho!how to sleep lerh..?luckily around 1something got electricity back..but i overslept and the next day i didnt go to school.BAD BOY JOHN!!
although many bad things happened to me but good things happened also..
i didnt go through this time alone but with someone..
thanks ya=)

P/s:i promised you will be with you.i will.