heart

P/s:finally you know the shape of my HEART

blek!

LOL..
actually this picture was taken one night before my birthday and i thought gonna post it the next day..
but turn out i forgot about it..
hmm..
life has been good these few days..
finally i handed up my add maths and moral folio..
muahaha!!
freedom~
at last i can start to concentrate study on my undang book..
haha..
next coming saturday will be taking undang test..
please pleaseeeeeee...
i dont want to fail..
i want to faster get my driving license..
hehe..
anyway the song in my blog is for her..
enjoy~

P/s:every moment,every minute,every second.i will not forget.

random

hmmm..
nothing much to blog these few days..
everything is kinda normal..
tomorrow need to pass up moral folio and..
OPS!
i did a very big mistake..
i wrote all the essays too near the place it need to bind which mean if i bind t few words will lost..
GOSH!!
please dont ask me to do it all over again..
save me~
finally finally..!!
FINALLY..
i start to take up a book and read..
although i cant spend like few hours reading and doing revision but i believe this is a good start..
hoho!!
anyway share with you a very meaningful song..
=)



P/s:we need to separate from each other then our distance can only pull closer

fern fern

hehe..
saw this pretty and cute girl..?
her name is fern fern..(pronounce as foon foon)
she is 9 years old this year..
i get to knew her in children camp in my church during holiday..
you guys sure think that ''owh JOHN..you like a small girl that is only 9years old.?!"
you are RIGHT..!
haha..
but too bad i am elder than her 8 years..
LOL..
thats kinda too much for me..
how good if she is 13 or 14 this year..
=P
anyway she is really a cute girl..
BUT she dislike me and always hit my head with balloon in camp..
i will sure visit her in cameron during holiday to seek for revenge..
LOL joking joking..
fern fern!!
wait for meeee.....

P/s:you have a position in my heart.

dad..

see!! my dad so yeng..

daddy daddy..
this is what i used to call you..
as day by day i grown up..
you told me not to follow the path you have taken..
you tell me that i will grow into a fine young man one day..
as i was growing up..
i begin to face storms in my life..
but you never give up in me..
you sometimes scolded me because you want me learn to fly..
there were times we sat down at talk..
there were times we always stayed up late at night just to eat..
there were times when disagreement come in..
there were also time when we both were silence..
but i will never forget the times you say "i love you,son.goodnight."

DAD.i am sorry for times that i didnt understand you..
sorry for times where i talked back at you..
thank you for working so so so hard..
thank you for giving me the comfort in my life..
thank you for not giving up in me..

YOU ARE MY SUPERDAD..
i love you..

P/s:i could just say thank you to express my feelings.

offically 17

LOL..
at last i am 17 lerh..
happy birthday!!
*tai kor chai already*
xD
hmmm..
thanks to everyone who wished me..
anyway miracle did happened..
i will tell you guys what miracle it is in the next post..
this is just roughly a early post..
i am gonna update again tonight..
need to go out to have fun lerh..
see ya guys~

P/s:miracle has taken it place.now its my turn.

tomorrow 17

haha..
tomorrow i am offically 17..
LOL..
so fast jau 17 years old lerh..
talk about my 17 life journey next time..
i posted this cause someone asked me..
they want to know what i want for my birthday..
seriously what i wish for my birthday present is very simple..
its just..
a SMILE,wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY and a HUG..
thats all.!
simple and meaningful..
kinda sad cause cant spend my birthday with her..
my birthday wish is to spend just one day..
just one day.!
with you so that i can tell you whats in my heart..
let GOD decide everything..

P/s:still i will never give up on you.just one day is more than enough.

smile back!!

hye=) guys..
seriously from the bottom of my heart really thanks to everyone who really care about me..
really sorry for the last post..
may be suddenly just too stress out..
haha..
who dont have stress right..?
its normal larh..
trust me i am really OKAY!
and i can smile and laugh all the way until my jaw drop..
blek!
hmm...
i begin to understand something..
although i couldnt understand it fully but at least i can see 70% of it..
hehe..
sometimes we may face difficulties but after the hard time we will see the sun shine again..
i know i am not alone going through tough times so do you..
i have you as friend,brother,sister or whoever..
and you have me to support you and going through everything together..
LET'S KEEP ON RUNNING TILL THE END!!

P/s:i wish i can go back one more day with you.

hate it hate it..

why it is always so hard to endure..?
i thought that this week its a new beginning of everything since 6months has already passed..
this is the week that actually i have been waiting for so long..
never thought it begin so badly and i really wish it wont end badly..

1)i lost my whole moral folio so i need to redo it..fine!i do it..
2)i am not going for the prom cause my date is not going and there is no point going without a date..yet my friend is begging me to go..GOSH!
3)i have promised someone to do a task but yet after few weeks i still cant finish it..am i really a failure.?
4)i screwed or failed most of my subjects..again am i really a failure.?!
5)my friend wanted to celebrate my birthday with me but i cant make it on that day and i just dont want to disappoint them..
6)plan of going to take undang test this saturday but dont have time to do revision so cant make it..sigh~
7)birthday is just around the corner..thought can celebrate it with HER but again its either she cant make it or i cant make it..speechless...
8)i really scare that i will make a wrong decision that will affect my life this whole year..grrr!!
9)i hate when people around me putting pressure on me..sometimes i really cant do it..who really can understand me..?why you all always say i keep secret.?what you all expect me to share out.?i am tired..tired...
10)if GOD really grant me a wish on my birthday..all i want is courage to tell you that i like you..

P/s:are you still beside me.?

days

well..
i am kinda busy and lazy these few days..
gonna update soon right after settle up everything..
watch this video anyway..


P/s:tell me that i am not dreaming.

sorry..

why it is so easy to say "sorry" to the one you like but it is so hard to say "sorry" to the one you LOVE.?

P/s:do not say sorry cause its all my fault.sorry.

P/s:i would never regret that i had a crush on you.

update for the week..

haha..

its really been a while didnt upload stuff..
picture will explain them..
MONDAY:
church..
english exam..stress..LOL

stoninggg....cheryl and bryan will not give up until the very end!

my stuff..

WEDNESDAY:
angeline ding house..

playing PSP..
trying very hard to win the game...argh!!
LOL..
i cant finish the laksa..
it is nice but the noodles is too much..

FRIDAY:
LOST WORLD^^
my cute brother..yiiiii~blur guy..?haha..
my guitar sifu..
darrel
okay..
this one is by shawn wong..
cant believe andrew also did the same thing..
sigh..
i laughed ownself when i saw this two pictures..
poor leng lui~saving the girls..
haha..
yay!!
we joined some competition and we won..
LOL we dominate everything..!!
*cause we are the only contestants*
xD
yaya..
i am scare so what..?
gosh!gosh!
fish-nya..need a girl to push me down..
weeeeee~ do i look man enough in this picture..
xD
hhhmm..
this picture was taken by cheryl..
she say it was nice..
tada..
the photograper & also
birthday girl..
you are offically 17!!
LOL..
all poser..?
chio~

P/s:i gotta get this out of my chest before its too late.

think of you

P/s:i was thinking of you all the time.

truth

in book of JOHN chapter 8 verse 32,it says..
"and you will know the truth,and the truth will set you free"
i wonder when is the time i should tell you the truth..
my friend told me "the truth hurts sometimes"
may be i just dont have that enough bold and courageous to tell you the truth..

P/s:when is the time..?i dont want to wait anymore..

cheryl~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL KONG HUNG MUN..
accept the fact that you are 17 years old..
BLEK!xD

P/s:just stay beside me.thats enough for me.

hands

haha..
obviously its not my hand..

P/s:i wont stop missing you.

Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
It does not demand its own way.
It is not irritable,and keeps no record of being wronged.
It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up,never loses faith,is always hopeful,and endures through every circumstances.

1corrithians 13 verse 4 to 7

P/s:you are still smiling=)