01/10/09

yay!

i got back a few papers from teachers..
hoho..
i finally passed my sejarah and add maths..
first time ever after for so long..
well i am not a very good in study students so its truly a miracle from GOD that i passed my subjects..
one of my friend failed his add maths when all this time he always score well in it..
when he knew i passed he said i LC him worr..(means boastful)
seriously i am happy only not boasting about it..
i am really sorry if i ever too boastful..
maybe i am just to happy about it and i forgot other feelings..
thousands apologies.!
on sunday night i chatted with a heng dai of mine..
he gave me a few words of encouragement in my LIFE..
he said "grow up and focus on your studies.you will know what you want in the future"
ya!
i cant just satisfy with everything now and just stop my journey now..
i want to keep moving forward..
i know what i should focus on..
all this time i too focus on other things until i forgot a very important thing..
UNITY!
i never realized i was thinking of "i" instead of others..
from now on i chose to say "we" instead of "i"..
someone told me:"remember that unity is most important in a group.do not ever let anything that you want in your life bring disunity to the others.with higher authorities you have,the greater responsibilities you have,John"
let's move on together okay.?=)

P/s:every decision is made upon your heart.

28/9/09

i still remember there was once my friend asked me a very easy question yet for me to answer..
he asked..
"John if you were to choose between a friendship and a relationship..which one would you choose.?"
haha..
i was stunned for minutes?i guess hours..
=P
i wondered what is my friend answer..
the one who asked me..
well until today i still cant decide yet..
its really tough larh..
dont believe me.?
try ask yourself..
XP
i was reading my inbox and i found a message..

one day LOVE and FRIEND went out for a walk.
suddenly LOVE fall into the river cause LOVE is blind.
FRIEND quickly jumped into the river and save LOVE.why?
a good FRIEND will always be there for us no matter how.
But.
FRIEND couldnt find LOVE.
cause LOVE is too gentle and fragile,easy to lost,easy to be hurt if its didnt being take care well.
finally FRIEND gave up and leave LOVE there.
FRIEND will ignore us if we dont know how to appreciate them.

-the END-

aha!thats it..
LOL..
maybe you have read this message before..
but nevermind you can still read it again..
haha..
well tomorrow school reopen lerh..
next month is gonna be the last stand..
the last month of chiong-ing all the way to SPM..
i am excited to looking forward for my trials results..
hoho!!

P/s:sometimes things fall apart so that better things fall together.

23/9/09

i guess you will call this random blogging..

hmmm..
after a trip in cameron i have learned a lot of things which can apply into my life..
hoho..
LIFE is always full of trials,excitment and unexpectation.
along the trip in cameron with my youths..
i found out there was a fruit call 'ai qing' fruit..
which means love fruit..
i think so xD..
the reason why they named it love fruit is because it has many taste inside the fruit..
if i am not wrong the fruit taste bitter,sour and sweet..
hehe..
i ate skittles on the first night..
then once again i realized something again..
the taste of a skittles is sour then only sweet..
in LIFE sometimes we need to endure things that are really really sour or bitter..
but after that we will get to taste the sweetness in our LIFE..
then another thing is about strawberry..
i found out a fact of strawberry from my youth leader..
she said that once you touch a strawberry you must harvest it..
and strawberry is very fragile..
LOVE somehow is like strawberry..
sometimes we often try to touch it without harvest it and thats why we always hurt others or ourselves..
i have never touch LOVE cause i dont understand how it works..
i dont understand how it progress..
but i learned..
i decided to touch the strawberry in my LIFE..
and i am gonna harvest it with all my heart..
and finally one last thing..
sometimes a sacrifice can bring eternal happiness..
thats why i chose to sacrifice something for you.=)

i remembered this moment with you.
i appreciate and treasure this moment=)

P/s:its not by words to win your heart,but its by time that win your heart.

08.09.09

my faith is shaking sometimes..
its really really still a long way to go..
but i want to keep pressing on..
just keep on going and going..
i hate getting stumble down..
i hate falling down..
it is pain..
it is even more pain when there is no one to lift you up after falling..
i cant always depend on you to lift me up back..
"keep moving on.."
i trust my heart..
i still trust you..
i still want to walk this journey with YOU and you..
YOU didnt promised to me that this journey is gonna be easy..
but you promised that you will always be with me to walk this journey..
still rememeber your promise.?

P/s:i still remember the promises you made to me.

01/9/09

promise me to always smile okay.?

P/s:your smile captured my heart.